感恩南无释迦牟佛
感恩南无大慈大悲观世音菩萨
感恩十方一切诸佛菩萨及龙天护法
感恩恩师卢军宏台长
我今天分享我的学佛经历，我是在2014年因为儿子有自闭症而结缘心灵法门，当时试了很多方法，找了很多专家，花了很多钱都没有效果。
儿子的发展到了瓶颈，有位师兄知道我孩子的问题，就问我要不要念经，他说念经可以帮到孩子，我想反正我什么都试了，念经不用花钱，只要花时间念经，就这样开始了念经。
儿子7岁的时候智商好像三四岁的小朋友，无法和人沟通，不能读也不能写。我帮他念经过后，突然有一天他就可以读写了，最后顺利进入到主流学校读书，老师都感到惊奇。今年他16岁，不仅能用双语沟通，还经常和我到佛堂来念经，KKH的医生都说他已经不需要再回去看脑力发展的医生了。感恩观世音菩萨！
2017年7月我发高烧，诊所医生说我的血液报告异常，要我去医院做详细检查。当天下午血液检查出来，我的白血球非常高。医生说我得急性白血病的概率超过百分九十。这个消息对我真的是晴天霹雳。
医生当天就让我转院到NUH做了抽骨髓的检查，鉴定癌细胞的种类。医生说这种急性白血病非常凶险，如果不马上化疗，我活不过三天。医生甚至等不及我的骨髓鉴定报告出来就安排我去做化疗。
两个星期后骨髓检测报告出来了，我得的是急性骨髓性白血病Acute Myeloid Leukemia (AML)，必须要做骨髓移植才能活下去，在这之前我只能靠化疗维持生命。但是要找到骨髓100% 配对是万分之一的概率。
我在医院的第三天，梦到佛陀和观音菩萨对我撒甘露，加持我，但是菩萨也告诉我，身体还是必须要承受磨难来消业还债。
我在医院一共住了87天，历经4次特强的化疗，期间痛苦难受，口腔到食道整个溃疡，吃不下，喝不了，腰也特别酸痛，还会抽筋。因为每天打针抽血，我的血管都找不到了，只好在颈动脉上开一个口方便医生输送药物。
化疗过程我出现非常多的排斥反应，皮肤底下血管破裂，全身都是积血，医生说可能是癌症转移去皮肤，变成皮肤癌。我咬紧牙关，忍耐一切的痛苦继续念经消业，菩萨保佑最后检查出来只是排斥反应不是皮肤癌。
最后一次化疗也是进入骨髓移植的时候，我的身体已经开始撑不住了，我有想放弃的念头，医生都怜悯我，还像菩萨一样在耳边对我说你还年轻，可以撑过去的，他说最后一支化疗针不要打了，我会因为太弱而失去生命，感恩菩萨的加持，我撑过来了。
那段时间我每天都承受着千刀万剐，苦不堪言。但是我不管多么艰难我都一直坚持念经，我每天早上5点起来，在病床上跟菩萨请安，然后开始念功课全部经文49遍，每天念小房子5到7张。我真庆幸，我生病的时候已经学心灵法门了，知道了癌症是业障病，知道了观世音菩萨闻声救苦，三大法宝可以消除业障。所以我每天都很有希望，很有目标。如果没有佛法，这些日子真的不知道要怎么熬。
在医院天黑以后我不敢念经，我就很珍惜白天可以念经的时间。入夜后就读白话佛法。以前一直找借口说没时间读，师父说谁最有时间？在医院里的人最有时间，我现在深刻的体会到了这句话的意义。不要等到身体垮了才想到抱佛脚，那就晚了。
骨髓移植后我开始进入漫长的排斥反应，2017年到2019年，我的肾脏，肝脏经常发炎，高烧，经常要进出医院。化疗也导致我的泪腺不能再分泌眼泪，医生说这种排斥是终生的。2019年我克服了身体的不适，坚持参加师父的每一场法会做义工。
2019年新加坡法会上，师父慈悲为我看图腾，这一年刚好是我的369关劫，请大家看一下当时的图腾节选。
感恩师父慈悲为我看图腾。我忏悔年轻时曾经堕胎，在我为打胎的孩子念诵56张小房子后，我的腰痛好了。师父说如果这个劫过不了我就走了，是菩萨救了我的命，师父真的太厉害了。师父给我开了380张小房子，我许愿800张。我也针对39岁的关劫烧送了小房子和消灾吉祥神咒的自存经文。39岁的关劫过后，我的身体就比较好了，各项指标都稳定了，身体很少再出现炎症。
医生都说我是骨髓移植病人里状况最好的。感恩观世音菩萨、感恩师父。
如果没有学佛，我的身体和精神都撑不过这一劫。感恩菩萨给我安排了非常权威的医生让我能够及时得到救治。
以前通过学佛念经，把孩子的病念好了，先生只是觉得心灵法门灵验，却没想过念经。在我生病期间，先生自己也经历了无助和绝望，又见证了佛法带给我的种种奇迹，他自己也开始念经了，现在他不仅许愿吃全素，来观音堂值班做义工，还戒掉了二十多年的吸烟。
是观世音菩萨和心灵法门拯救了我，也拯救了我的家庭。我会好好努力坚持念经许愿放生，好好修心修行护持好观音堂护持正法，帮助更多的有缘众生以报佛恩。
感恩大家耐心聆听，分享中如果有不如理不如法的地方请菩萨慈悲原谅，请护法神慈悲原谅，请师父慈悲原谅，请师兄们原谅。
王同修
REDEFINING MY DESTINY AND OVERCOMING LEUKEMIA THROUGH UNWAVERING FAITH IN BUDDHISM
Deepest gratitude to Namo Shakyamuni Buddha!
Deepest gratitude to the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva!
Deepest gratitude to all Buddhas, Bodhisattvas and Dharma Protectors!
Deepest gratitude to Master Jun Hong Lu!
Standing before you today, I wish to share my journey in Buddhist practice—a path that began with my son’s struggle with autism in 2014. I exhausted every possible avenue: consulting countless specialists, and ‘investing’ a huge sum of money. Yet, despite all efforts, nothing seemed to make a difference.
My son was making no progress in his condition. One fine day, a fellow practitioner casually asked, “Would you consider reciting Buddhist scriptures? It might help your son”. Having already exhausted all other options, I told myself, “There’s nothing to lose—after all, reciting scriptures costs nothing except to invest some time”. And that was how my journey with recitation began.
At the age of seven, my son had the cognitive ability of a 3-4 year-old. He was not able to communicate, read nor write. However, after I began reciting Buddhist scriptures on his behalf, a remarkable change occurred, he was able to read and write. In time, he progressed enough to gain admission into a mainstream school, much to the astonishment of his teachers.
Today, he is 16 years old. Not only can he communicate in two languages, but he also often accompanies me to the Practice Centre to chant the Buddhist scriptures. Most heartening of all, the specialist at KK Hospital recently confirmed that he no longer needs treatment for brain development. Deepest gratitude goes to Guan Yin Bodhisattva!
In July 2017, I came down with a high fever. During a routine consultation, my doctor detected abnormalities in my bloodwork and advised me to undergo a more comprehensive examination. Later that afternoon, the results came in—my white blood cell count was alarmingly high, and I was told there was a greater than 90% chance that I had acute leukemia. The news hit me like a thunderbolt. I was utterly devastated.
Due to the urgency of my condition, the doctor immediately referred me to the NUH for a bone marrow test. Given the aggressive nature of my leukemia, there was no time to lose. Even before the test results were available, I was advised to begin chemotherapy right away—without it, I might not survive more than three days!
Two weeks later, the results of my bone marrow test confirmed the diagnosis: Acute Myeloid Leukemia (AML). My doctor recommended a bone marrow transplant. Until then, my life could only be sustained through chemotherapy. However, finding a fully compatible bone marrow match was a mere 0.01%.
By then, it had hit me that I was staring down the barrel of a major life catastrophe.
I made a solemn vow to Guan Yin Bodhisattva: to offer 800 Little Houses to my karmic creditors, to release 25,000 lives, and to share my story to inspire others upon my recovery.
On just the second day of my hospital stay, my husband went to Malaysia to help fulfil my vow of life liberation. Within days, we had successfully released 25,000 fish.
In those critical moments, all I could do was seek Bodhisattva’s succour—and then, a miracle occurred. My brother turned out to be a perfect bone-marrow match. How truly fortunate I was—this could only have been made possible through the blessings of Guan Yin Bodhisattva.
On the third day of my hospital stay, I had a dream of Shakyamuni Buddha and Guan Yin Bodhisattva showering me with glaze water. In the dream, Guan Yin Bodhisattva gently told me that the physical suffering I was enduring was necessary to repay my karmic debts.
This life-changing journey saw me hospitalised for a total of 87 days! I underwent four intensive rounds of chemotherapy, each one pushing my body to its limits and subjecting me to unimaginable physical torment. Countless ulcers developed throughout my mouth and oesophagus, leaving me unable to eat or drink. I also endured severe lower back pain and debilitating cramps.
Repeated attempts to locate suitable veins for blood draws and injections also became increasingly challenging. In the end, the medical team had no choice but to insert a central line through a major blood vessel in my neck to ensure that medications could be administered efficiently.
Throughout the course of chemotherapy, I experienced numerous severe reactions to the medication. The blood vessels beneath my skin began to rupture, resulting in blood clots that popped up all over my body. Concerned, the doctor suspected that the cancer cells might have metastasized—raising the alarming possibility of skin cancer.
Despite the pain, I gritted my teeth and endured the suffering, I continued my recitation of the Buddhist scriptures diligently. With the blessings of Bodhisatta, it was eventually found out that it was just a case of my body reacting to the drugs used.
During the final round of chemotherapy, which marked the beginning of my bone marrow transplant, my body was already reaching its limit. Thoughts of giving up began to creep in. Even the doctor took pity on me and, like a Bodhisattva, he gently said by my ear, “You’re still young—you can pull it through”. He decided not to administer the last dose of chemotherapy, fearing that I would be too weak to take it and hence, end up perishing. I owe it to the blessings of Bodhisattva because at the end of it, I pulled through.
That chapter of my life was marked by unimaginable pain. Yet, no matter how agonising it became, I never gave up on my recitation of Buddhist scriptures. Each morning, I made it a point to rise at 5 am, pay respect to Bodhisattva from my hospital bed and diligently completed reciting 49 times for each Buddhist scripture, and consistently completed 5-7 Little Houses.
I must count my blessings for having practised Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door way before this happened, and hence, I understand that:
• cancer is a form of karma-related sickness,
• Guan Yin Bodhisattva is perpetually compassionate towards those in need, and
• the efficacy of the Three Dharma Gems.
My Buddhist practice gave me a renewed sense of hope and purpose every day. Had I not encountered Buddhism, I can’t imagine what would have become of me.
As evening fell and the sky turned dark, I stopped my recitation and hence, I truly appreciated that the daylight gave me the chance to recite. After dark, I turned my attention to reading Buddhism in Plain Terms.
Prior to this, I would always find excuses by telling others that I was way too busy. Master Lu once said, “Who has the most time in life? Those sick people in the hospital”. Now that I found myself in that very situation, I came to understand the profound truth behind His words. We must never wait until our health is gone to clasp the feet of the Buddha—for by then, it may already be too late.
After undergoing the bone marrow transplant, I entered a prolonged recovery phase marked by symptoms of transplant rejection. From 2017 to 2019, I experienced recurrent episodes of kidney and liver inflammation, high fevers that resulted in repeated hospital admissions. The side effects of chemotherapy caused my lacrimal glands to cease functioning, leaving me unable to produce tears. According to the doctors, this condition might persist for the rest of my life. In 2019, I overcame the physical discomfort, and remained steadfast in participating in every single dharma convention as a volunteer.
It was during the 2019 Singapore dharma convention that I was blessed with an opportunity to have Master Lu read my totem. That year happened to be my 369 predestined calamity year. Please take a look at my totem reading session.
Deepest gratitude to Master. I repented for an abortion that I had in my younger days. After offering 56 Little Houses to my aborted child, my lower back pain was healed.
Master Lu also revealed that had I failed to overcome this round of karmic calamity, I would not be standing here today—it was truly Bodhisattva who gave me a second chance at life. Master Lu’s spiritual insights were truly extraordinary.
I was advised to offer 380 Little Houses, but I made a greater vow to complete 800. In addressing my 369 karmic pass, I offered Little Houses and the Self-Cultivation Record Forms of the Mantra to Disperse Calamities. As this critical karmic phase passed, I noticed marked improvements in my health. My bodily inflammation reduced significantly, and many of my test indicators returned to normal.
The doctor commented that out of all bone marrow transplant patients that he has treated, I had made the best recovery. Deepest gratitude to Guan Yin Bodhisattva and Master Lu.
If not for my Buddhist practice, it would not have been possible for my body and spirit to ride through this rough patch. I owe Bodhisattva for making the arrangement for me to meet this highly-acclaimed medical specialist so that I could receive speedy treatment.
It was through my dedicated Buddhist practice and the recitation of Buddhist scriptures that my son recovered from his health condition. My husband, on the other hand, might have personally witnessed the efficacy of the Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door, however, it never occurred to him to begin his own spiritual practice.
The turning point came when I was diagnosed with cancer—an ordeal that pushed him to the edge of despair and helplessness. As I fought for my life, he witnessed a series of miraculous events. These experiences inspired him to begin his recitation.
Not only has he vowed to become a full vegetarian, he also serves as a volunteer at the Practice Centre. Best-still, he has managed to quit smoking—a habit he had clung to for over 20 years!
I couldn’t be more grateful to Guan Yin Bodhisattva for not only plucking me up from the valley of death, my entire family has been given a new lease of life. I will remain steadfast in my spiritual practice by performing recitation, making vows and releasing captive lives. I pledge to stay true to my Buddhist practice, protect and uphold the Practice Centre and the Right Dharma. To pay kindness to the Buddha, I will dedicate myself to helping more sentient beings.
Thank you all for listening in.
Last but not least, I would like to seek forgiveness from Guan Yin Bodhisattva, Dharma Protectors, Master Lu and everyone in attendance today if my sharing today is improper in any way.
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